I know what is really important today
I am nothing without it
The only thing that makes me stay
I am disgusting without it
It's an indispensable value for me
The world's ugly without it
I am greedy in an infinite way, I need …
To be a copy of it
The only thing that matters in this world is to be beautiful and eternal
I want to be inhumanly immortal … to be more than I am
I need it so much, I can not stop my greed, only to save this matters
I'll keep it forever and I will be alone with this beautiful thing I am
I need to be beautiful
I hate your ugliness
I need to be like you
And I can not repress it
Dive into a world of sad attraction
It's painfully exhausting
But I am drinking this addiction
There should be satisfaction
Masturbation by means of the mirror image
It's the purpose of my life
But my skin will disintegrate into garbage
I'll use the suicide knife
The only thing that matters in this world, is to be beautiful and eternal
I want to be inhumanly immortal … to be more than I am
I need it so much, I can not stop my greed, only to save this matters
I will keep it forever and I will be alone with this beautiful thing I am
I need to be beautiful
I hate your ugliness
I need to be like you
And I can not repress it